If you think that cosmetic surgery is just for women, then think again. More and more men are having the surgery done. My name is Luka Magnotta, I am a 24-year-old male, and to date, I have had five cosmetic surgeries done.
It first started off as a self-esteem issue with my face when I was a teen; I had acne, so I had a laser face peel. Let's just say that my face looked like a lobster after I was finished. I regretted it, and it only made the acne and my face worse. I was under a lot of pressure from peers at school and constantly teased, so I think it stems from the emotional and mental abuse I suffered from the other kids. Self-Esteem Issues Lead to Plastic Surgery Addiction
I then graduated into my twenties and had my eyelids done, so that I would not look old. My eyes do look better, but I lost a lot of friends because they thought I was nuts. I would get comments like, "You are way too young for that" and "There is absolutely nothing wrong with you." Maybe on the outside there wasn't anything wrong, but I could see a million different little things wrong with me every time I looked in the mirror.
After one incident at the liquor store when the clerk didn't ask me for my ID, I freaked out and thought I looked old. So, I got my laugh lines around my face done. I had Juviderm injections put into my face and I could not move my face for three days. It is sort of like botox. Everyone by this point was getting scared for me. I was working out all the time because I was told I was underweight. I do modeling, and the pressures of that cause me more stress, so I again went to the surgeon.
This time it was a big operation. In September, 2006 I had hair restoration, also known as a hair transplant. They cut me open in the back of my head and took a piece of my flesh off, they then sewed me back up and planted the grafts of hair into my head at the front. As a result, now I cannot feel the back of my head and there is a huge scar.
Within five months I got turned down for a modeling job because my hair was again too short so I became worried and called the doctor. He told me to come in said he would do my surgery again. For the second time in five months, I had another hair transplant. I now can't feel my entire head. I am not crazy; cosmetic surgery is an addiction. Get Help For Addiction Problems
If you are reading this and considering surgery, and you are under the age of 30, consult a therapist or talk to someone. The issue is not on the outside, it's on the inside.
I did it for personal and professional reasons; I felt plain looking and noticed how well beautiful people are treated. There are tremendous risks, I had excessive bleeding in my head and had to go to the emergency room. I can never cut my hair short and I have to wear concealer on my face to hide the scars from the facial peel.
Remember...no amount of surgery can satisfy a plastic surgery addict -the problem isn't with their body, it's all in their head. The mental disorder Body Dismorphic Disorder has been linked to the compulsion behind having multiple cosmetic procedures, and medical professionals generally agree that this is a dangerous obsessive disease.
Addiction to cosmetic surgery is a real and growing compulsion associated with disturbed body image and heightened beauty obsession in our culture. My idol was Michael Jackson, he has influanced me in so many ways.
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